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Oh my ever so fogotten lj.....haha sorry again homies, there has been soo much going on and hey check it out....sarah has a new lay out!!!!! hott huh??? i wish i was this talented!! well i'm tired and i'm going to go to bed......i will update tomorrow...
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[08 May 2004|06:36pm] |
Sorry its been so long guys..i tend to forget about this lj!! sorry
OH man oh man...yesterday was fun...school wasnt so bad..cuz like noone was there cuz it was senior skip day...but after school i went home with alecia and she drove...scary i know...but then we went to pick up jen and we went to see...yup you guessed it New York Minute...and it wasnt that bad..it was actually funny lol um then after we went to see lances "independant film" thingy and it was really good actually..it was a bit confusing but thats ok then we were supposed to go to Dairy Queen but that didnt happen we went over to mandys for like a half hour..then alecia and i left..due to cufew..(sp???) lol then i got home round ll:15 ish...i think then i had some cereal cuz i was kind of hungary then i went upstairs and watched like 15 mins. of drop dead gorgeuos and fell asleep and i didnt wake up until about 11:30...it was a good night...
today i woke up and just hung around the house all day and went swimming and laid out for a bit..cuz i need to get darker for when august comes ahhhhhhh!!! i cant wait....but while i was laying around all day i began thinking about alot of things..like...ok yah i'm gunna miss alot of people here...but i'm a soooooooo sooooo excited to move home...like there are no words to describe it....i dont know i think for a while i made this more confusing then it was...like i dont wanna offend people here by saying i wanna go but the truth is i do wanna go...think about it....nobidy here really knows that much about me.....and i'm not saying that they know nothing about me cuz they do...but like i deff put up a big wall cuz i didnt wanna get close to anyone here...this might sound stupid to some people but before i moved here..i promised myself i would never find any new best friends...so i didnt want people to get to know me 2 well you know????? like i didnt want to become best friends with someone and jsut forget about amanda amanda and annie....and the scary thing is..i made some really great friends here.....and i dont wanna move home and forget about them....i'm making a promise to anyone who reads this and live in arizona.....i wont let us loose touch....oh and i'm promising anyone who reads this and lives in england (jen<3) i wont loose touch with you either....i love you doll!!!!!!!!!!
errrr i dont know if any of this really makes sense but there was just alot of shit in my head that needed to come out.....
x-posted in _sweetsarah_
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[04 Apr 2004|06:06pm] |
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Err i swear....Some People are serious BITCHES!!!! errrr fuck em...thats all i have to say......i'm done biting my tounge............................
fuck it hardcore!
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[15 Mar 2004|04:40pm] |
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Hey Hey Hoes! Whats Up? Nothing Here Just Chilling With Alecia! Waiting For Katie To Call And Waiting For Mandy To Call Me Back So We Can Hang Out!!!! Spring Break Is Finally Here <3 I'm Going To La Tomorrow I'm Excited..Trying To Convince My Rentals To Take Me To The Justin Timberlake Resturant But I Have To Find Out Info On It So If Anyone Knows Anything Please Please Let Me Know!!!!!!
Anyways..I'm Sick!!!!!!!!!! ::CoughCough:: I Know Throw Me A Pitty Party!!!
Yah Well Thats It For Now..
Love Yah Bunches <33
Sarah
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[27 Feb 2004|04:05pm] |
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Hey guys <3 whats the deal homies????? sry i have updated here..i havent been feeling too good </3 but its all gravy..i'm all better <3 yay for me well we had to take AIMS this week bahh humbug!!!!!!!!! me and amanda.a. are fighting....and the couple of the year (or soon to be) = Amanda.Lee.DiCarlo. And Chris."Jason".A(sorry hun idk how to spell it) but how cute would they look together??????? lts all say it together...AWHHHH! lol yah well i'm kind of trying to figure out whats going on tonight so i shall right later...i have a little more to say so....stay interested
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[21 Feb 2004|05:31pm] |
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Guys its official..i think i'm dying </3
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[18 Feb 2004|09:36pm] |
haha..new lj name ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _sweetsarah_ sorry..go comment........NOW OK GOOOOOO
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[16 Feb 2004|02:30pm] |
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hey guys i made a new Lj accout however..its friends only..you know for the more personal entries if you feel you should be on my friends list...follow the procedure given haha <3
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[13 Feb 2004|11:41pm] |
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ok so maybe i dont have a fat cat in my pics but i do have some cool hermit crabs and a pretty hott dog <3
( back off hes mine )
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ok so i did absolutely nothing tonight..how fun </3 well actually i got some new pics from annie(amanda's pics annie was just the sender) and i also took like 40 pics for annie <3 haha ok so here they are Enjoy!! haha you'll have to excuse me i was really bored <3
( this is what happens when things get crazii! )
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today was ok but really really LONG! anyways my mom took a random pic of me while i was arguing with my sis on the phone..always cute <3 haha check it out
( dont mess with a mad mama on the phone )
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I'm scared to get close to people. Whether they're friends or whatever. It seems that everytime I get close to someone, they always have to go away. Maybe it's to teach me how life goes on, and how I shouldn't depend on people so much, or maybe I just trust the wrong people..props to deanna marie...
i guess this doesnt really fit for me..cuz i guess i'm the one that left..but i still have lost people so..i knew this was going to eventually happen..i feel like me and my best friends have lost touch so now i'm past excited for april..i'm more scared/nervous about reactions...i mean dont get me wrong i cant wait to see them (you) but i'm a little scared that things are going to be wayy differnt between us and i am now realizing nothing will ever be the same between us..idk..i still love my best friends more then anything in this world but idk..maybe i'm just emotional and talking in circles and i'm probably going to come across the wrong way and i'll probably loose my bffs over this...i just wish things could go back to the way they were..
( sometimes we want what we can have<3 even if we want it bad enough )
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yah well..most people know that i always say 'i hate my life' and just a little while ago i realized i dont..i have things way easier then alot of people..most people these days only live with one of their parents..not me...most people are addicted to drugs..not me...most people wanna kill themselves..not me...most people have to worry about if they are gunna get kicked out of school..not me..most people think they have tons and tons of true friend when they really only have 1 or 2(maybe!)...not me i know i only have 3-4 true friends...idk this all just made me think my life isnt so bad..not saying its all peachy cuz on the flip side..most people can actually go and spend time with their family like uncles and stuff...not me..most people get to see their 'true' friends..not me...most people have a life off the computer..not me..most people get to graduate with all the people they grew up with...not me..most people actually enjiy getting up in the AM to go to school and see their friends...not me!!!
so if you havent noticed i dont have a grwat one but i dont have the worst one either...oh well i will surveive...
O'h the damage is done so i guess i'll be leaving <#timberland..cry me a river..
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happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you...happy birthday to alecia happy birthday to you!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE <3
everybody..guess what..today is alecia's Birthday the BIGGGGG wun6!!! i love you alecia and i hope your day gest better <3
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"Barenaked"
Do you ever have that dream
where you're walking naked down the street
and everyone just stares
Do you ever feel so deep
that you speak your mind
to put others straight to sleep
You wonder if anybody cares
Sometimes I think I'm the only one
whose day turned out unlike it had begun
And I feel bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day
You ever go downstairs to start your day
but your car's not there
Yeah you know the joke's on you
You ever try your luck with a pickup line
But you just sucked
You tell yourself it wasn't you
And I know it's hard to hold it inside
It's days like these I run and hide
When I feel bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day
It's all a state of mind
but I don't mind trying to find a way
to keep my head above the mess I make
what the world creates
sometimes it feels so good to let it all fall
as the world fall
I may fall
we all may fall
and then the world comes tumbling
down down down down down
I'm bare naked
And I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded
No I just can't fake it anymore
'Cuz I'm bare naked
And I know life's what you make it
Wish I could float away
to some other day
When I feel .. feel (bare naked) .. feel
When I feel ..
Yeah no no no ..
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Ok so i did absolutley nothing last night cuz things are gay..and tonight i am being forced to go to the V*day dance with some kid Josh..i dont know him but i've seen him..hes hott but i dont wanna go to this gay thing..anyways..my mom has become this meag bitch lately..i cant take it anymore..she never listens to what i have to say and she always thinks i'm lying..about stupid shit..like if i go out..which is rare..she thinks i'm going to like get on an air plane and leave...first..i have no money to do that...second if i did do that..she would obviously know where she could find me..cuz not many ppl are like come and live with me..only annie and amanda..and my mom knows where they live..and if she doesnt think i'm goin to runaway..she think i'm like doin like drugs or something..ppl are bitches..and now i'm sitting here and i have just come to realize i really have 2 friends..no 1 else..i used to think i had atleast 3 but nope..all i have is annie and amanda dicarlo..everyone else is shady! i dont trust anyone anymore..but do you blame me?? if you knew half the shit i was going through you'd understand..but w.e they way i'm looking at things is that in a few months..i will have my only 2 friends here with me <3 but i guess i'm done bitching for now..
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